its a little thing called love ♥

2008-09-04T06:23:00.004+08:00

HELLOOO! im back! had a major major MAJOR crazy day ytd. omg so much hyperness, so much laughing, so much crapping. im crapping now too. went out with... charlene and eric. we walked from on end to the other end and the damn sun was SUPER HOT. all of us were sweating like some mad cow. at first we didnt know how to walk to pasir ris park from white sands then we went to ask some aunty (shes a freaky insane aunty!) we dont know wth she was talking, then eric asked some uncle he was like "bu-glo, bu-glo (bunglow)" we TOTALLY didnt understand wtshit he was talking then walked off. it was super malu, me and charlene lives in pasir ris but we didnt know where it was... -.- while walking charlene wanted to walk through some ulu route and HEYHEY! we reached pasir ris park! then walked abit more (i stepped in mud, EEWWWWW) all the way to the chalets there and walked back to Ehub. (gosh its hot.) we walked all the way up to KBOX. charlene wanted to go there, then walked all the way down to sit at pastamania and eat. later went to play at then arcade at whitesands. (yes we WALKED all the way back to whitesands.) we played DDR~ charlene was like super pro, me and eric took two arrows each. charlene score was like; 500000000++ and ours was only 2100000+ we were so happy when it increased to 5xxxxx. WAHAHAHA. played some machine thing; sooooo funny. later went down to macs; &CAMMWHOREDDDD. eric is "not" GAY, *ahemahem* :3 and he was totally CLUELESS on how to use charlene's camera. SUPER HILARIOUS. well i think thats the end. (its a you-had-to-be-there-to-experience-it sort of thing. AND YES WE WALKED ALOT.) im off now. AHHHHH the morning sun SUCKS. eric killed my eyeballs. this is still a blog that is PROBABLY DEAD.

2008-08-12T17:21:00.003+08:00

well what cherilyn said is APPARENTLY TRUE. i only blog when theres impt. projects to be done. grats cher. today is rather crappy i can say, well the class was all over the class tee thingy. i dont exactly hate the jersey idea but i think whatever it is, i'll go with the majority- to prevent any unnecessary nonsense. oh oh oh! we had AE performance today, i was the oh-so-fab bitchy mistress, whoopy for me. JACQS MY DARLINGGGGG! (hey baby... *winks*) and i bought gummy bears to school today and hohoho guess who ate them? hush hush; they know they ate my gummies! may they live in guilt. wahahahahaha! had to deal with her HIGHness attitude again, i mean seriously, she keeps giving me that attitude. pardon me but- WHAT THE FCUKING HELL DID I DO WRONG?! i didnt do anything wrong did i? well here i go ranting again... i saw THAT blog again!! oh gosh; i dont mean to be rude but what the hell is up with that shirt? it looks so... shit. well can i say copycat much? she DEFINITELY does not know whats style. i know everybody hates to hear me rant on and on about clothes but really, i cant stand pple with bad fashion sense. some are afraid to wear something too over exaggerating some are afraid to wear something thats too plain. but the fact is that if your wear like an ordinary person it looks so boring. im NOT saying that we should all wear grand ballroom type gowns with long fake lashes with egyptian eyeliner. cause if you wear exactly like the millions of pple out there; you'll be nothing but plain, ordinary and same as the rest, putting it in short; nothing stands out. THAT girl just has a problem with choosing clothes. that shirt (excuse me) looks so dull. well before anybody starts with their comments on me being harsh or having no respect; i shall end here thens. remember the fashion police are only a call away.

hey girl; dont you know that the girl you actually thought was your LOVING best friend turns out to actually hate you; i mean hate you hate you much. they find you irritating and a totally freaking copycat. well in fact; almost everybody feels the same way. so its no surprise. you always want to be IN everything. oh fcuk it you even joined the god damn same church just to know / understand what they are talking about. just because the whole clique like somebody in church you choose to like somebody too. but guess what they support you by saying hes cute cause they didnt want to hurt your feelings. well according to them he sucks and looks totally ugly; you only say hes cute and like him cause you want to FIT IN, well no. you have no hell originality and you fcuking hell only know him for one day. -.- ass. the reason why im only ranting about you is because you are getting on my nerves. and im not ranting about sherylanne is cause she is suppose to be my sister, im trying not to get angry with her but i just lose it sometimes. but you are totally different. yes, i know im straight foward. thats how im. dont like it well then thats too bad. deal with it. thats naturally me.

2008-07-28T04:31:00.002+08:00

oh gosh its like how long since i last blogged? damn potatoes! so much trouble. i will kill you potatoes! kill kill kill kill kill kill kill kill. LOLS stupid MC is DAMN RETARDED. watch epi. one two and three already super dumb. dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb. omfg its like freaking funny cans?

mc finally kills a guy.
mc: how do you like balls in your face dumbass.
guy who got killed: i wasnt even playing dude, i was getting something to eat. you got nothing to talk shit the whole match and blame bungie for stuff just beacuse you suck someones ass.
mc: suck my balls.
guy: ewww, what kind of response is that?
mc: thats what your mum said last night. hahahahahahahahahahahaha.

well it was damn fun watching some bloody retard trying to pwn everybody in halo. laughed throughout the many shows. laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh. lols. loser gay fcuk mc! WOOHOO! back to my potatoes. awww... :( (sad face, lols) btw, MC means MASTERCHIEF!!

2008-06-19T19:34:00.004+08:00

leave me alone. i now know not of the meaning of love. i now know not the meaning of friendship. i now know not the meaning of happiness. everything i have is crushing down in front of my eyes. everything slowly fading away, little by little. what i love became what irritates me. what i hated became reality. what i fear to happened, happened. he is the only one i have left to turn to. i dont know who or what else i have left. its just all gone. disappeared. POOF. gone. no more. i lost everything. no one will ever understand. cause i dont think i have any friends, anymore.

2008-06-18T17:06:00.006+08:00

ohk ohk im dead beat now. ytd just finished up project with cher and sister. i was all LOL with the bush thing. WAHAHAHA DAMN ITS FUNNY. anyway, today dance was like super duper... OMFG? first had to learn some stupid wedding dance, then slacked, then held back for like one hour. i know its UNBELIEVABLE. fcuked up much? supposed to be released at 12 and like we all went back at 1. oh yeah, and my babys still sleeping the day away! last night read way too much comics. FUFUFU *wink* hahs. :3 i shall end here. SCHOOLS HERE AND IM DEAD! fyi pple; this is still a half dead blog.

youre a bitch you know that? after forgiving you, still want kp ignore me? youre digging your own grave. watch out. just see what happens when you fall and im not there. let me rant eveything out for you in simple terms your brain can handle.
1. your bf and you tgt for three months, and you still put in your wishlist "for him to care about me" "for him to love me";
*its like HELLO if he doesnt care or love you why still stay by him? its USELESS. PSHHH, its just another bastard from "the great and almighty" audition.
2. hes aint no gentleman;
*some big fcuk is he? damn. youre either despo or seriously blind.
3. say pple dont forget yourself bitch.
*homosexual faggot. wtf are you thinking. look at your blog and friendster. you told me putting the heart on your mouth in the picture is like totally ACT CUTE; still wth is that i see, thats just fcuking gay. you say youre never going to do that, you dont act cute; but your actions arent that big afterall. so dont talk shit about acting cute cause youre the shit who is acting cute here.
4. audition? PSHH no way; i dont think so.
*wtf is your problem? one day youre going to meet some guy over audition and regret meeting him in RL cause one day you will get a shock. i mean wtf is so big about audition? i play and you dont see me get so hell up about it; except for the condom factor, thats just total fcuk. you and her bout being bitches. acting cute thinking that you actually have a life. wasting money in audition. thats totally fcuk. actually now thats i see it this way; when you lost your clothes in audi i think i was kinda happy. its like a big deal to you pple. i play maple privt server, and recently i tio banned, do you see me crying? NOOOOOO; baby heard me laugh.
5. defend yourself.
*i know i used to say ill help you if you get into a fight? well no more i aint your backup. if your so close call L E A H to help you she has so many audition friends, sure they will fight for you. ask C R Y S T A L to help you. she has contact with many gangs. or unless youre too worthless to her thats why she doesnt help?
6. i hate ttwwiitteerrzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzx.
*hahs, knn much? twit so much, whats the point everybodys going to see its freaking act cute. iiex lurbbx/lubbxdubbx eeeuuuxx sho much. see that? thats fcuk lauguage. the only word un-twitable is much. i aint a pro so this is how twit some dickheads can be.
so let me conclude what ever i have ranted into simpler words. you see for yourself. you are the bastard who does almost everything you said you wouldnt. so stop saying fcuk, cause i dont gaive a shit anymore.

2008-06-12T13:55:00.010+08:00

im in a bad mood today, so watch your words and your actions. well it mostly his fault. he went to a chalet with his friends, got drunk last night. -.- angry. i dont know what to do. i really envy babys friends they got to stay in a chalet with him, swim, drink and watch the sunrise. jealous, but thats the way things are sometime, although i hate to admit it. but everytime i hear his voice. i dont know why but i just feel like crying. esp when hes sad or angry. tears would just flow. so ask mei for help, she talked... yesterday honey was sick! sad. her leg counldnt move, scared to death. i love love love love love her so much. nearly thought she was going to die. *touchwood.* didnt tell baby about her. im like totally sad now. babys sleeping, hungover i guess. well nothing more to add. many pple are also probably thinking that my blog is dead now. it sort of is. :)

2008-05-29T17:57:00.002+08:00

bused to school again. kinda boring. priv. server not working! helled up. was blog surfing awhile ago and came across this blog which i thought was SO action packed. well this guy apparently thinks wearing rainbow coloured skinny jeans are STILL, TOTALLY hot. and he still wants to buy skinnies, HELLO! reality check here, i think skinnies are way outdated. wearing them like once in a awhile is ohk though. but he was like wearing diff coloured skinnies in EVERY shot he took of himself, which is a super and total complete LOSER. i mean like if you match all your tops with skinnies all day whenever you go out thats is like really crap. it shows that you have no creativity to mix and match other types of clothes together. yeah i know im ranting again.but i have to say what i feel. i mean seriously those who wear skinnies all the time are mostly those aLs. and on with his dressing. his hair is ohk, but like omg his shirt? i saw one picture and i have to say, i dont know if it was actually torn by him or was it already like that. its like GROSS. super disgusting. pasar malam style is definately a BIG NO. yeahs you must be asking like who the hell am i to judge the way he dress? and i can admit i dont always look my best and dont dress that fashionably, but at least i can tell WHAT SUCKS and WHATS HOT. and he is definately NOT HOT. esp. his dress code. its so totally wrong. one advice, multi coloured skinnies GOT TO GO. at least have some sense can, who matches blue tee with purple skinnies. its SO OFF. its like a circus clown. ohk i serioulsy rant too much.

well i nerly cried for no reason today, kinda sad case. ahahs, but im still smiling, see. many family probs. i still dont understand. well... ohk, i rant, i cried, i smiled. everthing turned out ohk in the end.

2008-05-26T16:56:00.012+08:00

baby so making me jealous. im so angry. he playing privt. server!! crap cans. hes plain evil. okay anyways this morn. JR BITE ME! on my forehead somemore. took bus to school today. reached just in time. well dance was boring. anyways back here blogging isnt that much fun anymore.

2008-05-19T19:05:00.003+08:00

well yeah havent blogged in awhile. so yeahs a "little" flashback of what happened on sunday.
SUNDAY,
wakaka, skipped church today. went the changi airport with mum and janelle. met up with sheryl later in the afternoon. was super funny. made sheryl wait for me to get from the airport for like 1 over hour. and like whats worst is that i told her the wrong bus stop to alight at. supposed to be the 7th stop and i told her the 6th stop. LOLS!! poor sheryl. I APOLOGISE NOW. SHERYL SISTER; IM SORRY TOLD YOU THE WRONG STOP. I ADMIT!! :) we were slacking at home till 3+ at that time was teaching her how to rollerblade. sheryl tio SUAN-ED by janelle! LOLS!! she tried to like squeeze into my rollerblades. then when she wanted to take it off, i was like pulling on the blades like super hard, but i didnt want to come off. SUPER HILARIOUS! :D we went to pasir ris park tgt with my uncle and janelle. an sheryl rented the rollerblades. i took super long just to blade from the kiosk to where my church was. on the way meet VANESSA!! :D shes camping overnight. sheryl kept falling down and we like kept laughing like some insane retard. once she fell EXACTLY NEXT TO THE DUSTBIN. she couldnt get up cause she didnt want to touch the dustbin. and she also tio suan-ed by some small girl. LOLS cans?! we were like holding on to each others arms like mad. and we were sweating like crap. when we reached the church area my leg was like covered with blisters. really should ask mummy to get me new blades. we both just like collasped on the grass. later on had dinner and we rented bikes! seriously i suck at cycling can? the pedal keep whacking my leg. i think im like the worst cyclist EVER. one; i cannt even go without making the bike wobble in the beginning. two; i cant even turn the damn bike. three; i DEFINATELY cannt stop banging into people. it was super horrible OKAYS. okay i admit la. im like super horrible to james. i ask him go rent a bike to follow me and sheryl ride to white sands, then end up cycling halfway sheryl took the bus instead so he went to return the bike. which was like used for only 5+mins. im mean, yeah i know. but he pangseh-ed me in the end he just left the bike there in front of the kiosk and ran off. and i had to pull the 2 bikes inside. and i was super heavy. well thats like pretty much about the whole day. :)
VESAK DAY,
nothing muched happen today. i woke up very early and was like playing computer till 10+ and went to tamp mall. well baby woke up super late today. 3+!! hes a dummy, always sleep so late wake up so late. saturday night he didnt even sleep. -.- HE WAS PLAYING DOTA! damn the inventer of dota, CURSE HIM. okay today is one the slack-iest day of my life. :) and i like it that way. woots.

2008-05-16T15:35:00.003+08:00

in com lab NOW. super BORING. like doing pie charts. but everyones on msn if not blogger. lols. well well bored. got back geography today. two words. TOTAL HORROR. okays, i failed super badly. i think overall exams... only pass three subjects. well just now went NEWater plant crap thing. the trip there was like super fun. was taking pictures all the way. well okay must admit, i hate her cans? never going to reveal the HER. but yeahs those who know just SHUT UP. thanks ahahs. :) well well nothing else to blog. LADEEDUMS.

2008-05-15T20:15:00.004+08:00

got back most of the papers today. only left with GEOG!! scared to death. I FINALLY PASS HISTORY. at first the paper was like 49/100. and i was like WTF?! then later i found 1 mark!AND I PASSED!! HURRAY!! i failed lit though, 47/100 sad... art was like DUMB. got distinction for the paper, but 2 marks for coursework!! so ended up still F9!! WTF cans? HOME ECONS was like also another dumb paper. only ONE girl passed the paper, AND THE REST FAILED! LOLS! then after adding cousework, still F9! cher was the HIGHEST!! envy much? okays, well im like now halfway through the compo many pple found it SUPER retarded, a BORN STORY WRITER! thats me OKAYS. and was doing the twit language in class. lols. so much crap cans.

IIEX LURBBX EUUIIEX, YOURE SHO KAWAIIX. MWARRKKZZ!!

HAHAS, BEING A DAMN RETARD. note: i AINT a ttwwiitt. twits are like so gross cans? damn act cute. and shanna made a point today which i TOTALLY agree. not stereotyping here but like yeahs. she was on about those playing audi. well i know i play too. but yeahs, i can say honestly i dont do what shanna mentioned. i used to, but not anymore. ive changed for the better. and learned that it aint good being so hell up about online friends. well yeahs a hint. i cant really say it out cause of some pple, but you get what i mean rights? i dont exactly hate those type of pple but just find it annoying. they just keep going on about the guys online. i know theyre CUTE, and all that. but... (censored) yeahs i know all this ranting will cause some pple to be hurt, but thats like seriously the truth in my opinion. and btw, SHANNA AND I KISSED LIKE WTF TIMES!! was playing with nessa, shanna, yilin and sheryl the kissing game. must spin some bottle, and then the ends of th bottle points to who, then they must kiss. and i MUST SAY, DONT SIT OPP. SHANNA. ITS SUPER BAD LUCK. trust me. been there done that. okays, done with all the rantings, ily pple.

2008-05-13T18:52:00.005+08:00

i FAILED chinese. WOOHOO!! dont i rock or dont i rock. i think im the lowest in chinese la. im like so totally SUPER DUPER PRO. slacked the whole day today in school. all the teachers like dont care le. feel super trapped in the middle of mei and baby. mei hates baby, baby hates mei. mei hates baby cause he call her "ahem". then baby pissed off with mei cause of a REASON. mei still owes baby 16$$ cans. she dont want pay back. either way also both dont want apologise.

scores know so far:

english: 65.5 /100

chinese: 19.8 / 100

science: 70 / 100

I ABSOLUTELY LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE ♥SCIENCE! YEAH MAN! :D

2008-05-11T18:54:00.009+08:00

SATURDAY,

nothing much happened. i think im seriously starting to hate those fcuked up aholes in tuition. esp alvin and shaun. nehneh alvin disiao pple then kuku shaun, go spread around the whole tuition centre about it. super angry cans? ahole la both of them i think today leah and denise both went bunk. hope they saw condom then roy can BASH HIS BALLS!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! well, condoms a dickhead so is the DAMN IDIOT THAT HACKED DENISE AUDI ACC.! that 38 cbk nothing better to do. GRRR... poor denise ytd cried. 1OOO$$ gone sia. leah, bryan and me tried to help her figure out who hacked her. (like sherlock holmes sia.) end up only one clue. same person hacked denise and her lil' mei. PATHETIC sia. -.- well just hope can find that hacker, and his family will be BLOWN UP. i'll make him go on his knees and beg denise for mercy sia. :D okays, enough hatred for the day.

SUNDAY,

went to church today. and yeah, it is MOTHER'S DAY!! the moment i walk into church all the TeenEdge idiot boys were SO irritating. they disiao la. chiku. they take the flowers meant for the mothers then come to me and they were all like, "HAPPY MOTHERS DAY! how long le?" -.- irritated cans. went into service, was BORING! well, going to church outing next sunday with di. wonder will die or suffer sia. now at home dying of boredom. just played finish the wii spiderman game thingy. my hand is like so suan now. :( i think my fathers nuts. he took my mei's stickers and stick it to his MOTORBIKE HELMET! -.- insane or what. i sticked a SPONGEBOB one! looked SOOO ADORABLE! mmms, nothing much to say. good luck taking back ENG. and CHI papers tmr. :D

2008-05-08T18:00:00.003+08:00

maths paper sucks like HELL cans. its like so freaking hard. almost 3/4 of the class never do finish maths paper one. okays anyways, its official. LKT, PHC, CS and SMK are ALL gays. seriously. mrsim always has a person to accompany him to the toilet.

(gross? yeahs i know, freaking funny too :P)

after school went to cp with sheryl and denise was crapping all the way. LOLS. sjc bomb, sjc bomb, sjc bomb to LSS BOMB! ahahs! LS DIE! met with cherilyn, nicole and xiaotong at macs. super funny in macs. talking about COKS. LOLS. sherylanne and cherilyn laughed like there was no tomorrow. super insane. then mixed some crap up together. damn disgusting. finally found out my coms administrator password. AUDITION HERE I COME! like downloading so much crap now. on the phone with baby, hes out now and with his friends, so hes like TOTALLY ignoring me. -.- back to d/ling my crap, havent study home econs yet. OH MEE GOSH!! *screams in terror and runs around wildly*

2008-05-07T19:25:00.004+08:00

was late for school today, freaking dulan bout that. was seriously a bad day today, messed up my art paper. the final page look like crap. many apologies to my baby, mad him angry. was teaching me maths when i suddenly didnt understand, and he got impatient with me, yeahs something like that. forgotten to say,

HAPPY 11TH BABY! :D

dont think can make it for maths. :( really suck at it. CMI!! off to cont. maths pract. im so going to fail. just want to say, im sorry baby :(

2008-05-04T20:32:00.007+08:00

Saturday,

a retarded day, went to kovan in the morning, came back at 1+. went to mug for 1 hr. then fell asleep till 6+. which i thought was totally dumb. the moment i woke up i like totally forgotten everything i learnt. went swimming later then came back watched football. amazing rights? football match was TOTALLY HILARIOUS. man untd vs westham, like no duh man untd will win cans? westham finally scored one goal by some old man, ashton i guess, he did some bicycle kick. after scoring he fell on the field and the medic had to come, then the medic was like MESSAGING HIS BALLS. LOLS!! it was seriously funny la. i mean like who can injure their balls when kicking a football? yeahs, a retard day :D

Sunday,

well, went to church in the morning. skipped 1st service. went to the 4th floor with james. super freaked. i started poking him then like ended up fighting. like wow, james have alot of strength cans. he made my wrist all red!! freako. stayed at aunt's house and just got back. had been mugging since then. stressed! history's a real killer like cher said. damn history. well well, congrats to my baby! im so proud! baby scored A1 for amaths, he studied it like for 5 months nia. not highest, but 2nd highest. not bad le! :D bryan's still giving the lame excuse, "my handphone no batt." grrr... ahole. off to mugging for history, havent even touch science yet. doomed! bio is like a bunch of crap, curse LKT. good luck for exams! <3

2008-05-02T20:30:00.011+08:00

well well... today was RETARD. we didnt have PE today!! WOOHOO!! mrslee also didnt come today, AHAHS!! denise, sherylanne and i were all messaging throughout the WHOLE chinese lesson. halfway through chinese went to the toilet and came back during lit. its was like oh my gosh! we spent 30+++ minutes in the toilet. CONSTIPATION! LKT came to teach us bio today. *yawns* english was quite okay. went to com. lab. everyone was like going to each other blogs and wasnt doing the compo. it was super retarded, after we did the compo halfway we had to send it to our email, and cherilyn was talking to herself on email. (she lost it after trying to rmb history.) :D after school, di had lit and geog exams, wonder how he did. and poor denise was depressed... awww bryan's friend went to disiao her. fcuk him. bryans nuts too. hes an ahole. are guys that despo to fcuk? i bet he is. is being high that hard to control your emotions? wells... anyways... later went to TM bought more clothes! :D (shopping is love!!) my poor baby, hes got fever. really hopes he gets well. hes gone to sleep already. sad sad. *prays* nothing much more to add, going to try studying hist. and see hows its like. wishes self luck :D

mug hard for myes! ily baby, get well soon <3

2008-05-01T21:26:00.008+08:00

its labour day! yay yay, no school! now staying over at my aunt's, till sunday,

its totally boring here. my mum and dad abandoned me and my sis here and went off to HK together. sads. ESPRIT'S WAREHOUSE is there! oh my gosh. so jealous. =went to IMM in the afternoon, was filled with banglas. (ewww) ate PEPPER LUNCH woohoo. it rocks. :D then spent the rest of the day at home slacking. just finished with physics notes, listening to the muttons. they're RETARDS. lols, crapping about s'pore flyer. dont feel like going to school tmr. tired. but, theres no choice. im only have my eye on one day. and its coming soon. <3>ahahs. can guess? kinda like didnt reply those who smsed just now. *apologises* ooohs its time to SLEEP!!

2008-04-30T22:07:00.005+08:00

okays. here it is. just created this blog so its crap now.

today was BORING. LKT came to our class after mrtan, and he was like crapping about banana pple.

XIANGJIAOREN :D

well, we luckily didnt watch "ahems" during RE today. "KIRIKU is so HOT!" english was the same old, msnaz took over the 2nd period :D WELCOME is NOT tested. ahahs, im being THAT moron. history sucks, as usual. those who are taking hist. next year, save yourself before its too late. :D jking. doing up the imeem thingy now. the whole thing's driving me MAD, and so is my sis, she has been brainwashed by spongebob. oops, it should be patrick STAR. btw, loads of -1st_ pple look like sluts :D i mean seriously. deli looks sluttish. dan looks like an ASS. no offence. and denise has a hell of a toot boyfriend. he's a bastard in my opinion. for pple who absolutely love him, here's my advice, think twice. "BURN DOWN HIS HOUSE!" :D anyways, hillsong concert is coming up soon. 24th may according to cheals and angelica. unable to go. sads. well, off to finish off the imeem thingy. to those have HE practical on friday, GOODLUCK.